Sunday, June 29, 2008

youkooo

lost sleep again.
tossed and turned again.
endless thought patterns forming on depreciating grey matter.
whowhatwhenwherehowhy.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

skinonskinthingmypoisonmycure

...it keeps me bouyed on fluffy clouds,
pendulously afloat on sweet nothingness.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

bi pole

...becoming harder to remember,
(depleted brain cells, rusty motor functions)
so it's easier to forget.
(wasted years, on the drink, and every anything)
but you've been too comfortable staying dry,
you've been afraid to get wet.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

random proximity thing

As long as they got their buzz.
It's all that really mattered, wasn't it?
Feigning comfort in imaginary walls,
a solace wherein their true selves hid from the world,
weak, vulnerable;
Alone.

for pleasure's sake, someone had to take the fall.
It could never be them.
Someone else perhaps.
As long as they got their buzz,
self-destructive leisure,
masked as harmless fun.

Harmless fun?
Subjective definitions.

Untruths. pollutants flooding our system.
...Better off without them;
But we get what we can.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

until you remember the feelings of a real live emotional...

Counterfeits running amok.
Find me a genuine specimen.
Poisoned minds cloud judgement,
and the walls that divide grow thicker by the second.
Dark room, clinging desperately to any happy thoughts they have left,
flutterring away, and their sanity with it;
shoving everything else aside.

Self inflicted solitary confinement.
A holiday you'd be glad you didn't go.

Friday, June 13, 2008

shadow play

sliding down rainbows, landing, swimming in buckets of pills.
playin' playin' playin' till they get ill.

Monday, June 9, 2008

not porno for you

electro bunnies hoppity-hop slip slide down the rainbow's edge.
bop-bopping to the beat on their headphones.
hoppity-hop they go.

pt2
particles of light.
it's all we are, particles within particles, crashing and colliding,
friction.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

sweetsweat

she was alone. maybe still is,
playing with shadows and sheltered from light,
her only satisfaction was a simple reaction;
non of us could get it right.
She wanders about, aimless meander,
touching and feeling for fields much greener.
she'll find it. i know.