calamine.

like a mild rash
I just want to scratch you off.
The more I do, the more it spreads.

I've accepted the fact there is no more room for me
within these walls.
That you built with your own blood and sweat.
I will bleed my own and sweat my own
and cry my own.
You'll see.
And all you're waiting for is to see me fall;
Ridicule my plight and seemingly meaningless fight.

Stood in your shadow far too long,
no more will I be always wrong.
In your eyes.
No more.

5:57

if you could, would you?

iwantthissobadsoimustandifidontiwillbustcombustandrustonmyowndethrone

an open letter to make it better,

I can only look ahead,

no games, 

all cards laid bare.

all in...

I'm here.

lines dos

07:43... I miss you already.

I've a reason to smile.

Smile with me?

No more confusion, illusions, delusion, reclusion,

from what is possible, probable, true.
There, I've said it, I'll say it again...
I will run. With you.
What's begun and what's been done;
It's seems at first a big blur, but what's clear...now...
Is her.
And so ends this scene,
till once more we convene.
we know not when... 
but convene we shall.
I've still a reason to smile.
It may yet last for a little while...