youkooo

lost sleep again.
tossed and turned again.
endless thought patterns forming on depreciating grey matter.
whowhatwhenwherehowhy.

skinonskinthingmypoisonmycure

...it keeps me bouyed on fluffy clouds,
pendulously afloat on sweet nothingness.

bi pole

...becoming harder to remember,
(depleted brain cells, rusty motor functions)
so it's easier to forget.
(wasted years, on the drink, and every anything)
but you've been too comfortable staying dry,
you've been afraid to get wet.

random proximity thing

As long as they got their buzz.
It's all that really mattered, wasn't it?
Feigning comfort in imaginary walls,
a solace wherein their true selves hid from the world,
weak, vulnerable;
Alone.

for pleasure's sake, someone had to take the fall.
It could never be them.
Someone else perhaps.
As long as they got their buzz,
self-destructive leisure,
masked as harmless fun.

Harmless fun?
Subjective definitions.

Untruths. pollutants flooding our system.
...Better off without them;
But we get what we can.

until you remember the feelings of a real live emotional...

Counterfeits running amok.
Find me a genuine specimen.
Poisoned minds cloud judgement,
and the walls that divide grow thicker by the second.
Dark room, clinging desperately to any happy thoughts they have left,
flutterring away, and their sanity with it;
shoving everything else aside.

Self inflicted solitary confinement.
A holiday you'd be glad you didn't go.

shadow play

sliding down rainbows, landing, swimming in buckets of pills.
playin' playin' playin' till they get ill.

not porno for you

electro bunnies hoppity-hop slip slide down the rainbow's edge.
bop-bopping to the beat on their headphones.
hoppity-hop they go.

pt2
particles of light.
it's all we are, particles within particles, crashing and colliding,
friction.

sweetsweat

she was alone. maybe still is,
playing with shadows and sheltered from light,
her only satisfaction was a simple reaction;
non of us could get it right.
She wanders about, aimless meander,
touching and feeling for fields much greener.
she'll find it. i know.