Beacon

my dearest, if you could go all looney tunes on me,
You would, and with the anvils and bombs and rockets
Raining acme hellfire on my ass,
It would make for an awesome spectacle,
on top of the fact that you're giving me
the royal smackdown.
Such is the capacity my tendency to cause a reaction
of that magnitude is to you when I piss you off.

I don't know what I'd do without you...

She makes me feel like somebody,
someone real.
A feeling I've not been oftenly blessed with,
She tells me everything will be alright
Despite the reality that for the moment,
they aren't.

I look forward to the rain more often now.
the November rains are paving the way for cool
Clear Christmas nights.
I can't wait.

want

Seriously,
In all seriousness,
I can't not care less
______ .
a day and a half non stop
I think of you.
I do.

Balderdash

Every mistake,
Learnt, burnt.
Was and have never been
Nor will ever be.
probably most likely not.
what I'm supposed to be.

I've made you not want to talk to me.
11:11.
Now.

Seriously

Miss you. Full stop.

boy

Held you.
felt you, there.
beside.
I'll take it all in stride,
and I can't let this slide.
I want more, but a trickle is all I can afford of you.
For now.

You remind me of how things are supposed to and should be.
How it all could be.
It's up to me.
Now.
Do I want you, us, as bad as you do?

an adventure, under a thin cover,
a starless, moonless night.
the wind grew cold and the night got old,
but we had each other, and it's all that mattered.

Two roller-coaster worthy days,
my mind will never erase.

we let down our guard;
you broke down my walls.
tears flowed freely,
I felt and acknowledged
what was deep within...
 inside of us both.

I miss your hand in mine.