boy

Held you.
felt you, there.
beside.
I'll take it all in stride,
and I can't let this slide.
I want more, but a trickle is all I can afford of you.
For now.

You remind me of how things are supposed to and should be.
How it all could be.
It's up to me.
Now.
Do I want you, us, as bad as you do?

an adventure, under a thin cover,
a starless, moonless night.
the wind grew cold and the night got old,
but we had each other, and it's all that mattered.

Two roller-coaster worthy days,
my mind will never erase.

we let down our guard;
you broke down my walls.
tears flowed freely,
I felt and acknowledged
what was deep within...
 inside of us both.

I miss your hand in mine.